What Am I Doing Here?

I've been here in E'Mei for days and days.I can't help doing things to make him happy.He is my baby,parting is a most difficult thing for me,too.
He skips many lessons,to be with me.Where have we been to?
Hotels,cenima,shops of pretty dress and shirt,and here,a netbar in his school.
It rained today.
I wear a pair of blue long stockings.
My dear...I don't feel sure of what I am doing here,darling.